Even with high иерархами relations reigning and tsarinas carried solely official nature. Aleksey was good and something knew such, what did not know ya. Subsequently I not once wanted be once again met with him and speak. But this was impossible -- I have heard from one person, who in that distant years too knew the blind a singer that Aleksey soon to perished. He crossed the street, with its accordeon on shoulder, without stick as always, high подняв head and as it were trustful глядя skyward, and his(its) has shaved off мчавшийся on road lorry. About Complex of the Tight-fisted knight knew and Fedor Mihaylovich Dostoevskiy. In novel "Player" he much has well described this complex: play in cards to win, get rich and although through this someone to conquer. In that time was indecent in literature to use the word "импотенция", but on that, as he describes its hero, was clear that that was импотентом. Apropos, this complex "ardent player" suffered and itself F.M. Dostoevskiy. He on full серьезе wanted to get rich the play on tape measure, however so has not got rich, but the whole its life sat in debt, t. k. fees their own constantly lost in gaming house. in old book, in Symbol of the Faith (8 members), is read: "And in Spirit Svyatago Gentlemen Istinnago and ZHivotvoryaschago", after corrections word "Istinnago" was excluded. "In USA each 13 seconds - изнасилование; each 16 seconds - a robbery with breaking in; each 10 seconds - an armed robbery on street. Beside AMERICAN CHILD 1980 BIRTHS MORE CHANCES to BE KILLED BANDIT, THAN Beside AMERICAN SOLDIER DURING the SECOND WORLD WAR" - "NRS", 3.04.80 *- is Again got that goes most present war, declared us бионегативом! The Debates in party circle. The Moscow flamed up more and more. But take CHicherina - ruling hand Lenin and first foreign secretary USSR. First spoke that CHicherin - a former столбовой nobleman. But is afterwards realized, as beside it ma too jewess. But once so then on jewish law and he too jew. But to was not a doubts, CHicherin else and married to jewess. Besides, about he spoke that he patent pederast. Yes, has not wanted. Ibo that usual that felt I with all woman, ready to turn out to be with me in beds, -- that всегдашнее practised with others, certainly, my male nature to asked act of the creation human детей. But that incomprehensible, deep, terrible that felt I with Annoy, as it were had not to детородному process no relations. And we both felt that if as a result our fury will suddenly conceives the child, that this will turn out to be some unexpected deflection, deal uncomfortable and even perfidious -- melting in itself certain get dark threat. Ibo no relations to extension of the sort had not that overweening, eating most itself неутолимая passion, which has ed us. - А in foremens to political put the lesson-criminal. The Litter, was there one бандюга Fedika Sidelong, the present actor on мучительству. Will Caught he fucking in public - Place in some разукрашенную urn? In this moment in cabinet entered Max and his(its) ruling hand - a meek archbishop Pitirim. But this time archbishop was not in the form of the general MVD, but in black cassock of the priest and even with heavy cross on bosom. With them was else major general Malinin, too professor of some dark deals MVD, which itself spoke that beside it only surname sweet, but functioning rather bitter. The Ithaca, shall take stock of. The First wife Volodiki YUrasova named Volodiku schizophrenic. The Second wife Volodiki YUrasova named Volodiku paranoiac. I think that both of them were rule;govern since paranoia - a component part шизофрении, this you any psychiatrist will say. Thereby, and our third musketeer, our third "white negro of the creative functioning" - whole its life has lived the бионегативным by parasite, has found itself two strange womans, has done their their own wife, but both of them in one voice name his(its) psychic sick persons. The Word, privilege was much, and I not преминул them to use. And, heeding to distant noise of the sea market, on coast fresh lake, обросшем the желтым bulrush, замерли other водолюбивые birds: зимующие here ducks, geese and swan. Crossover all upside-down, they got before старенького of the dagger, which husband carefully kept in memory of its adolescence and sea service. There already shuffled on asphalt of a hundreds of the proletarian legs, dark chain jambs builders of the new Moscow stretched from all общежитских of the barracks, and matutinal pillars taciturn трудяг flowed together to platform of the railway, where and agglomerated in still taciturn crowd, waiting next electric train. Approached, finely whistling, electric train, stopped, and in close-fitting jam of the labor mass, directed to great fulfilment, I turned out to be втянут in coach of the train. The Places there could be all occupied, but, having got accustomed since time not to envy sitting, I nearly did not notice them and fourty minutes go;drive before Moscow could продремать standing up, стиснутый with all parties by folk, having buried oneself лбом in anyone's back. I was recalled word, imputable ancient chinese sage, which sounds approximately so: "Age live in its village, listen;hear shout cock from nearby village -- and never moves in guests" there. And me really to want be withdrewed somewhere in village and live so, what the ancient chinese advised. Can, I have getted old so do not attract me exotic thing, amusements, luxury and pleasures of the world, but can be, having satisfied its the most strong, nerve-racking, passionate curiosity in that, what is a I and what is a rest people, I quieted down and anymore want fidgety to move through the world. I well presently where I нахожусь, and me roads quietness, which I reached. Though in 1918 deal "Blue star" was on order of the humanist Trockogo locked, but in 1936 NKVD once again red for this deal. In list was several сот of the person. In NEW YORK in 30-h year left the journal "Socialist herald", official journal menshevik and эсеров. The Main by his(its) editor was Rafail Abramovich. This name today you nothing do not speak, but before revolution Rafail Abramovich and Lenin were a main rival in fight for power. Then